thoughts

I’m just going to spew out anything that comes to mind in this post.

I finally got the cable hooked up to my tv in my room, now I’m practically hooked to tv. Seems like everytime i turn it on, there is something for me to watch. One problem is that i enjoy watching the mindless shows, and the shows that are educational, so i end up watching alot. History channel, discovery channel, spike network, cartoon network, comedy central, etc. I also end up watching alot of star trek, (yeah yeah, i know, its nerdy, yet entertaining).

I bought this whiskey called knob creek, quite good, it’s 100 proof, and really smooth. I love my whiskey. =D

The effects of not having a job for a year is becoming more and more apparent. I have to carefully plan out all expenses, and even open up the piggy bank for extra funds. The trip to Hawaii won’t be easy on my bank account. I’m worried about finding a job after i get back from my trip, i’m sure it wont be easy to find one.

I have recently been able to hang out with my ex-gf without getting all nostalgic, i suppose thats a good thing. I never wanted to push her out of my life completely. At one time i considered her my best friend. It’s a shame that sometimes a relationship can get in the way of that friendship. I think at this point of my life, i’m finally able to relax and pay attention to the things that matter. Gotta look foward to the future, and forget the past.

I still miss my mother.